I’m now mature enough to learn from the past mistake (or whatever) and move on with it. I don’t dwell on the past. I admit it was very rude of me to write those mean comments to my friends in the heat of anguish towards the arse-holes. I’ve somewhat regretted it but I will not apologize for I think nobody deserves apology (or need of apologizing) as we all made mistakes that time. But just to clear things out, I do not dislike you nor I am mad at you. Actually, I always respect you and admire you because you are one of those headstrong, confident young women (which I like very much to be as such) with beauty and background to prove yourself.

I only said those that time cos’ I was really mad; I’ve never been treated like that in my life and was the first time to get assaulted as such, so I was really shocked, humiliated and was very angry mainly towards those guys and my own self. So I might have shot my anger towards the wrong people which was my mistake and regretted it. But I learn from those mistakes to become stronger so I have no bad feelings on the matter.

I wrote this post just to state that there are people out there with evil minds and tendency to do nasty shits to gals. The main aim of this post was to state my wishes that the law against internet crime to be established/enforced properly.

Those who voice up their anger are said to be rude and known publicly as mean people; but it’s not my nature to be sweet in front and plan for revenge inside. I don’t like acting; when I’m angry, I just have to yell or scream or throw things around and release my anger then done with it. Like they say, people won’t see the snake bite but only hear the frog scream and get annoyed at it. So I’m the frog in this case. I get hurt but I get hated for my loud mouth.

I think/believe those who sweet in front and hold their anger as a grudge are just making themselves suffer more than those who let the anger out and done with it. So if you’re still holding unpleasant feelings toward me, don’t hold it inside; just let me know, yell at me or throw a fist at me or whatever and we’ll sort things out. It’s much healthier way of solving arguments among friends, don’t you think so?

But I find it ironic enough that you dig up this old post and still piss at me after so many years. I’m sure you have also done your damages toward me in your own ways – say…on your site or may be your friendster But I’m absolutely fine with it; after all, we are girls. Girls tend to yep things about from time to time so it’s very understanding and natural thing to do.

But hey seriously, thanks for the comment and I still like you no matter what.

“She’s older than me (I’m hoping wiser)”
Dun u think it is a bit rude2 say someone older than u and treat u like real sis? Not everytime is right to say it out to someone what u think.

“Many guys join in, the friends, the bfs, the exs, small brothers, big brothers, uncles, daddies…etc, etc.”
How about ur websites? Anyone can join there too. There are those who u addressed as bro or whatever. Only thing different from our yahoo and ur web is now u learnt to protect your websites from abusers.

“Well I don’t know exactly, that’s what she told me, may be those are their exs who want to get back at them but what/whoever they are, that’s their affair and I got nothing to do with”
Yap, same to u!!! I’ve no idea who are they and what happened in the group that time but somehow i found the way to solve it out.

“I was pissed at every single one of them especially my friend for she’s the main person who put me into this mess. I near gave her a yell and fight with her but no I kept my cool for the sake of friendship and both our parents sake”
Honestly speaking, I was pissed off u too but I’m not the type that blaming and yelling someone who has same problems with me just to release my anger. I could have said/done something bad back to u if there was other girl in the place of u.

“As for my friend, we’re still friends and she still crazy with her groups and friends”
I To make things clear, I’m writing this comment. U know, it is sad to know that u dun think of me as goodfriend as i did and keep watching on me all the past years.

“ I don’t know how she solved the matter or whether it’s been solved, I don’t care and I need not know”
Yap, u dun need to know coz I know u wouldn’t care about others even if i tell u and are afraid of wasting ur time.

“But one thing for sure, my impression make is very clear, that she will never ever ask me to join anymore of her groups and yah…you don’t need to ask, my answer would be “No, but I thank you” for any group invites.”
Of course, I know u well now so why’d I ask???? Look, u think that u are all that. Honest, truthful, smart, hardworking and all. I’ve no objection about that becoz u really are but there is no such thing in this world someone is always right. I know no one could tell to ur face just like I do. Hope u understand me. What i wanna tell u is “HAVE SOME RESPECT”.